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Living not just exsisting to ensure my children dont become children of the matrix.

Monday, January 11, 2010

JUST RADICALLY ME...

thats all that i feel like sharing...my mind sometimes drives me insane (literally)...i dont think you would be able to handle all of it...



DEAR BRII...

to me we will always be friends...

I THINK YOUR BEAUTIFUL BOY...SHARE MY WORLD WITH ME?

i think about you all the time...
          if you opened my head and peaked at my brain....
the wrinkles would spell your name....

BEEN EXHALED AND INHALED SUM GOOD GOOD KUSH...

Even tho i havent had my heartbroken lately or have been feeling neglected...i still have been listening to waiting to exhale...jammin...ever so passionately...thinking bout past relationships...smh...

KISS ME...I'LL SCRATCH YOUR BACK...MAKE THE KITTY PURRR...

purple kisses, fancy nails, cheetah print everything....





Sunday, January 10, 2010

XOXO 2009...

so another year is gone...and i will say that even tho it wasnt one of my best years im glad i experienced everything i did from bad relationships, bad break ups,being stranded in differnt states, loosing friends,being kicked out the house numerous times,my first accident,first time cheating on a boyfriend,cutting all my hair off,starting a criminal life, being arrested,collecting drunk stories,exploring my sexuality,hurting some important people, getting hurt by some important people,finding my true passion in life,realizing my insecurities,performing my words......my failures were my blessings because they taught me some very important life lessons...but the most important part is im glad to be going into the new year...content,happy....naw its more like im ecstatic and overwhelmed...its been a while since i've been this happy...and i cant fade lettin someone steal this shit away...so ima go in the new years with a smile..and ima smile the whole year..dnt try and stop me...



couldnt find one that said 2010 but this will do lol....

JUST A GIRL NOT EEEVN LOOKIN FOR LOVE...

So me and my girl had a lil chat about whether we were truly happy being single or were we just scared of being in a relationship, because living in fear of something is never healthy but the more we talked we found an answer to our own question....We are happy and it really doesn’t have anything to do with being single. There are 3 main aspects of life: Family,Career,Relationships...everyone has a different story for each one and each one has to be in order to find harmony and peace. So why am i single right now? or why does it seem that every guy in my life right now just seems to be here for the present, creating a distraction and slowly creeping into my past...the conclusion i came up with was that right now with all the opportunities that keep finding me somehow i know it can only be God he's working on the "career" part of my life...it wouldn’t be true if the things that are happening in my life weren’t happening...in some way every opportunity that has been given to me(career wise) are all connected the job opportunities, the major im choosing, the classes im taking...they all share a connection that is preparing me for what i want to do in the future...God is also putting into perspective for me how important family is...how much i need my mother in my life and learning patience and forgiveness with my father...In all honesty i haven’t been truly this happy in so long and i am content and i wake up every day happy and go to bed anticipating the next day...so i know if God is working n this part of my life I don’t want to be anywhere else but right there with him helping him out and i know when HE's ready he will begin working on my love life and relationships but it’s all on HIS time and HIS plan...and it can’t be right if God isn’t in it so ima just sit back and chill till he brings me someone special to hold my hand while we on this roller coaster called life...until then ima just keep smiling...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

HES JUST A MISUNDERSTOOD SOUL WHOS INTENTIONS ARE GOOD...

so i found this Sundance DOX about Lil Wayne...and dis shit is too funny...he crazy as shit but i respect his hustle...i think i like him more as a person than i do as a rapper...that makes sense in my head so YEAH here is a clip...



Tuesday, December 15, 2009

WHEN I GROW UP...

i wanna be just like him but me...you'll see c;

Monday, December 14, 2009

IM JUST ME...


and i always end with being just naturally me...

CUZ IM SOOO GURLIE...

soo this just reminded me of everything a girl needs in life shoes,shades,a bad bag with a belt to match...plain and simple acessories they are always necessary for any passionate lifestyle...

HAVE YOU EVER MADE LOVE TO A WEERDOO???


Download What ft.Aleon Craft mp3 <---this is a must hear..if you dont know bout them yet you slackin..support those who are passionate about good music

PASSIONATE LOVE AFFAIR...

I tried being celibate and it lasted all of what??? 2 days…



cuz all it took was that whisper from my baby


and then him proceeding to kiss me here… here… and here


and I found myself not able to avoid devouring him….


fuck trey songs his song is for the boo lovin


cuz my honeys tongue did all the panty droppin…


his tongue ravishing my luscious lips


sending me into a whirlwind of uncontrolled sexual bliss


I trace his spine with my toes


how could I possibly do that you ask?


Trust me by now my feet are doing all sorts of unnatural pose…


oohh shoot he’s slowly coming back to the top…now he lifts me up…


protection is found so we’re both safe and sound…now im on top…


and he watches my face for that sign of ignition


how can express this with only using my diction…


ima have to be blunt with yall his dick came inside and discovered all the corners of my walls…


and now im winding and winding… and hes watching and watching


and im winding and winding …and hes watching and watching


then I start grinding and grinding… and he start grabin and grabin


and I just start smiling and laughin


cuz I can tell that he’s sprung… but shit it was good with me cuz my baby was hung…


and the faster I would ride the more that feeling kept coming up from deep inside….dare I say it?


Yall know that one we try and hide…


I swear I stay runnin from it but u know we just cant control it


and when we were done and I laid down beside him


coming down from my high courtesy of my honey


just floatin in the air feelin light as a dove


and thats when I looked over at him and realized that we had just made love.

JUST LETTIN IT ALL HANG OUT...


if you're passionate about your boobs grab em, touch em, dont confine them...trust me they love to be free.

FOR THOSE WHOEVER DOUBTED LADY GAGA'S BEAUTY...

          ...never do that shit again.Got it?