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Living not just exsisting to ensure my children dont become children of the matrix.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

NATURALLY ME...


GOODNITE WORLD PEACE AND BLESSINGS....

Friday, November 27, 2009

MY LIFE IN RHYMES ERYKAH BADU STYLE...

Only for the true die hard BADU fans!


Im a southern gurl from way down south I gotta southern draw Im so country yall Ima southern gurlllllllllllllll! SOUTHURN GURL!


Sittin in class imagining How good it is to be in his arms It's to late I cant leave hes too important...well he was.


All these gurls gettin on my last nerves well just i just got one thing to say there booty might be bigger but I still can pull ya nigga but i dnt want him...HA!


Well i gotta new philosophy livin in this penitentiary bout to not have a pot to pee if me and my mom have another blow out.


Bein an analog gurl livin in this digital world. With my fist to the sky and the glock still cocked I wont Think twice about life or choices I make so on and on my cipher keep rollin like a rollin stone so you can either get down with me or just dont be in my apple tree!

IM PASSIONATE ABOUT MY INSPIRATION...


pssss can somone please tell Ms.Badu how much i love her please and thank you...

TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT...

Ok i wanted to do this one for ladies...we have to be stronger than this I keep hearing guys complain about how there are no ladies left who arent damaged in someway by a previous relationship there is no reason for this to be happening....Ladies YOU are the creators of your own stress...and your own happiness.  First off when you're in a relationship that first mistake he makes should be the last..."sorries" can only be repeated but so many times...you are young and even tho it feels like there will never be anything better than what he gives you...unless he can truly promise that he wont screw you over again(which is rare but can happen)then LET IT GO because that means that the right person for you is still out there looking for you...dont leave them searching for you any longer....now secondly even tho that one guy broke your heart and it feels like he broke you down, learn this right now ladies no man has the power to break you...WOMEN BEND WE DONT BREAK...cry about it for about a month then call ya gurls, put on a freakum dress,plum lipstick, and 5inch heels( 6in. if your my height..lol)  and go out and have fun and never look back...and who ever the next guy that comes along he will not be like your ex simply because HE IS NOT YOUR EX but also ladies dont seek out men who have the same qualities as your ex because i mean well what else do you expect to happen...but yeah the next guy does not need nor does he want to hear about what your ex did or that your still dealing with what happened....you are allowing your ex that control in your life why does he deserve to have that?  Ladies we can do better...everyone comes into our life for a reason so take it as a lesson learned and smile...you control your own happiness so make YOUR life about YOUR happiness and move on...send his ass a postcard ; ]

A WOMAN THAT FEARTH THE LORD SHALL BE PRAISED...

Dear God,
    
       Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to enjoy yet another day.  The blessings you continue to bestowe on me I am not worthy of them.  I pray that you continue to show me your grace and that you continue to teach me how to live a life exhaulting your name so that I can be a light in someone elses life a testimony to your impartial love.  Lord train my mind to think like you, order my steps to walk like you, filter my thoughts so that I only speak YOUR truth. Lord help me to forgive so efortlessly as you do...so many people have broken my heart....friends, lovers, family and you constantly forgive me for breaking yours when im engulfed in sin, help me to learn to forgive them the same way.  Lord I know when the time is right you will show me love, compassion, TRUST, and beauty in true companionship until that time comes i pray that you help me to stay focused on the part of my life that you are transforming rite now and keep me patient and focused on you.  Thank you Lord for all the beautiful people that you have put in my life for what ever reason.  I am eternally gratefull and will try to dedicate my life to you I am human and far from perfect but i will always try to seek you Lord.  You are my peace and i will continue to be still as you continue to work in me...I love you I thank you....Blessed is your name Lord.... AMEN

BEAUTY LOST...PLEASE WATCH SHE WAS SO AMAZING...

Take The Box Amy Winehouse Live At Mercury Music Price

Sunday, November 22, 2009

CUZ I FUCKS WITH YA SHAWTY....


because i loves ya and your the other vibe to my passionate life-style

Friday, November 20, 2009

ART for the Lost world..

make sure you check my art blog too www.feelinmyfrequency.blogspot.com    if you are looking for a photographer...please feel free to contact me on twitter (crzyhairdntcare) or email me at riatoogood@yahoo.com   I have a larger portfolio than what is up on my page if your interested to see but im open to do:
*Headshots
*Weddings/Parties/Events
*Model Portolios
*Personal photos
*Newspapers, Magazines,Websites
*Anything really...just trying to make my passion for art my way of surviving feel me?

LIFE OF THE PARTYYYYYY


JUST A LIL 4-PLAY

*kisses from the top to the middle
*my spot is definately on my neck...but my hips too
*i like to set the tone...start slow...
*keep the lights on...watching turns me on
*use your hands...becuz i use mines
*i'll warn you now dont stare into my eyes
*if u like to watch... i like to dance
*head games make you go dizzy
*handcuffs if you trust me -_-
*a mini skirt...heels..or a lacy bra...visuals your choice
*slow songz playng in the back...or some real hip hop(Maxwell vs. UGK)
*brow frowns...lip biting...soft moans
*trace my spine, the hip line, the "v" line
* STOP...I'll take it from here...but I'll let you finish

Deemed appropiate...

            

   Wanna be my love affair?



Thursday, November 19, 2009

BLACK FEMINIST


This is the tatoo i want...i want one on each side of my hips where that "v" starts ya know...sexy,discrete,meaningful...ME

Dedicated to my latest passionate love affair....

Flashbacks



Reminders


Triggers


Signals


Moments of my past…he just reminded me of my last


Déjà vu


Past life


Last year


Last month


Repeating acts….same mistake twice….that can never be…we can never be.

Aria

ROCK STAR LIFESTYLE MITE NOT MAKE IT

Can you really live the life style of a famous person if it was offered to you?  Would your passion to do what you love be enough drive to push you to the top pass all the hateful hands grabbing at you trying to pull you back?  Its like living in a high school constantly surrounded by gossip, drama, judgements....nothing is left to the imagination and not only does everyone in "highschool" know your buissness but the entire world knows too.  Can you learn to be unemotional, cold hearted?  Never able to share any of your life with anyone....no one really ever knows you cuz you cant trust anyone..becuz everyone is liable to slip up and tell the wrong person your buissness.  If you are always surrounded by people that you always have to question why are they there are you strong enough to not start questioning yourself?  If it was offerered to me I think I would take it...and try my best to stay grounded even tho i know i would get lost i also know that the path back to reality is only a prayer away...

Come meet my Yoni...

So what is a yoni???? hahaha its power bitch



The ink in my pen wants me to spill whats with in…..my thoughts?



Consumed with the mistakes my past has made.

Trying to erase the he, hims, and el’s

Surrounded by the memories with in me…..the guys that want me……. the lies they told me

Writing this poem cleansing my soul scrubbing my body tryna be pure as gold

Tryna erase my past so…I start scrubbing my yoni oh my precious yoni

That opened up and let in….. got wet and outcome the cum for him… him and him.

So im scrubbing…. tryna become brand new because when I thought I heard him say oh but baby I love you …..what he really meant was I jus wanna fuck you.

Tryna rid my mind of the thoughts the pain that’s buried deep with in because I got dreams painted in the horizon tryna go this way but he’s callin me back that

Precious Yoni don’t listen to him tryna put a choke on you fill you up till night turns to day…beaten ya walls down in the worst way

But see that don’t even sound pleasing…provoking my mind tingling my spine shifiting my spirit

Make me want a cigerett

See that’s what I need because even him, him, and him couldn’t brake me.

Naw baby you see im not broke….i just bend and yeah he tried to cut me down but im still grown

See my Yoni forgot pussy means power

power to control him, him, and him,

Them , them , and them

You, you, and you,

So I smile now cuz I know ima bad bad chick and my yoni… my pussy knows that it’s the shit.

This is what i need you to do…sit back…open up ya mind and prepare to experince one of those rare moments in life that people live for…thats what my mind is on a daily basis…love me hate me i still intrigue you…SEXMELATER