JUST RADICALLY ME...

thats all that i feel like sharing...my mind sometimes drives me insane (literally)...i dont think you would be able to handle all of it...

DEAR BRII...

to me we will always be friends...

I THINK YOUR BEAUTIFUL BOY...SHARE MY WORLD WITH ME?

i think about you all the time...
          if you opened my head and peaked at my brain....
the wrinkles would spell your name....

BEEN EXHALED AND INHALED SUM GOOD GOOD KUSH...

Even tho i havent had my heartbroken lately or have been feeling neglected...i still have been listening to waiting to exhale...jammin...ever so passionately...thinking bout past relationships...smh...

KISS ME...I'LL SCRATCH YOUR BACK...MAKE THE KITTY PURRR...

purple kisses, fancy nails, cheetah print everything....

XOXO 2009...

so another year is gone...and i will say that even tho it wasnt one of my best years im glad i experienced everything i did from bad relationships, bad break ups,being stranded in differnt states, loosing friends,being kicked out the house numerous times,my first accident,first time cheating on a boyfriend,cutting all my hair off,starting a criminal life, being arrested,collecting drunk stories,exploring my sexuality,hurting some important people, getting hurt by some important people,finding my true passion in life,realizing my insecurities,performing my words......my failures were my blessings because they taught me some very important life lessons...but the most important part is im glad to be going into the new year...content,happy....naw its more like im ecstatic and overwhelmed...its been a while since i've been this happy...and i cant fade lettin someone steal this shit away...so ima go in the new years with a smile..and ima smile the whole year..dnt try and stop me...

couldnt find one that said 2010 but this will do lol....

JUST A GIRL NOT EEEVN LOOKIN FOR LOVE...

So me and my girl had a lil chat about whether we were truly happy being single or were we just scared of being in a relationship, because living in fear of something is never healthy but the more we talked we found an answer to our own question....We are happy and it really doesn’t have anything to do with being single. There are 3 main aspects of life: Family,Career,Relationships...everyone has a different story for each one and each one has to be in order to find harmony and peace. So why am i single right now? or why does it seem that every guy in my life right now just seems to be here for the present, creating a distraction and slowly creeping into my past...the conclusion i came up with was that right now with all the opportunities that keep finding me somehow i know it can only be God he's working on the "career" part of my life...it wouldn’t be true if the things that are happening in my life weren’t happening...in some way every opportunity that has been given to me(career wise) are all connected the job opportunities, the major im choosing, the classes im taking...they all share a connection that is preparing me for what i want to do in the future...God is also putting into perspective for me how important family is...how much i need my mother in my life and learning patience and forgiveness with my father...In all honesty i haven’t been truly this happy in so long and i am content and i wake up every day happy and go to bed anticipating the next day...so i know if God is working n this part of my life I don’t want to be anywhere else but right there with him helping him out and i know when HE's ready he will begin working on my love life and relationships but it’s all on HIS time and HIS plan...and it can’t be right if God isn’t in it so ima just sit back and chill till he brings me someone special to hold my hand while we on this roller coaster called life...until then ima just keep smiling...