JUST RADICALLY ME...

thats all that i feel like sharing...my mind sometimes drives me insane (literally)...i dont think you would be able to handle all of it...

DEAR BRII...

to me we will always be friends...

I THINK YOUR BEAUTIFUL BOY...SHARE MY WORLD WITH ME?

i think about you all the time...
          if you opened my head and peaked at my brain....
the wrinkles would spell your name....

BEEN EXHALED AND INHALED SUM GOOD GOOD KUSH...

Even tho i havent had my heartbroken lately or have been feeling neglected...i still have been listening to waiting to exhale...jammin...ever so passionately...thinking bout past relationships...smh...

KISS ME...I'LL SCRATCH YOUR BACK...MAKE THE KITTY PURRR...

purple kisses, fancy nails, cheetah print everything....

XOXO 2009...

so another year is gone...and i will say that even tho it wasnt one of my best years im glad i experienced everything i did from bad relationships, bad break ups,being stranded in differnt states, loosing friends,being kicked out the house numerous times,my first accident,first time cheating on a boyfriend,cutting all my hair off,starting a criminal life, being arrested,collecting drunk stories,exploring my sexuality,hurting some important people, getting hurt by some important people,finding my true passion in life,realizing my insecurities,performing my words......my failures were my blessings because they taught me some very important life lessons...but the most important part is im glad to be going into the new year...content,happy....naw its more like im ecstatic and overwhelmed...its been a while since i've been this happy...and i cant fade lettin someone steal this shit away...so ima go in the new years with a smile..and ima smile the whole year..dnt try and stop me...

couldnt find one that said 2010 but this will do lol....

JUST A GIRL NOT EEEVN LOOKIN FOR LOVE...

So me and my girl had a lil chat about whether we were truly happy being single or were we just scared of being in a relationship, because living in fear of something is never healthy but the more we talked we found an answer to our own question....We are happy and it really doesn’t have anything to do with being single. There are 3 main aspects of life: Family,Career,Relationships...everyone has a different story for each one and each one has to be in order to find harmony and peace. So why am i single right now? or why does it seem that every guy in my life right now just seems to be here for the present, creating a distraction and slowly creeping into my past...the conclusion i came up with was that right now with all the opportunities that keep finding me somehow i know it can only be God he's working on the "career" part of my life...it wouldn’t be true if the things that are happening in my life weren’t happening...in some way every opportunity that has been given to me(career wise) are all connected the job opportunities, the major im choosing, the classes im taking...they all share a connection that is preparing me for what i want to do in the future...God is also putting into perspective for me how important family is...how much i need my mother in my life and learning patience and forgiveness with my father...In all honesty i haven’t been truly this happy in so long and i am content and i wake up every day happy and go to bed anticipating the next day...so i know if God is working n this part of my life I don’t want to be anywhere else but right there with him helping him out and i know when HE's ready he will begin working on my love life and relationships but it’s all on HIS time and HIS plan...and it can’t be right if God isn’t in it so ima just sit back and chill till he brings me someone special to hold my hand while we on this roller coaster called life...until then ima just keep smiling...

HES JUST A MISUNDERSTOOD SOUL WHOS INTENTIONS ARE GOOD...

so i found this Sundance DOX about Lil Wayne...and dis shit is too funny...he crazy as shit but i respect his hustle...i think i like him more as a person than i do as a rapper...that makes sense in my head so YEAH here is a clip...

WHEN I GROW UP...

i wanna be just like him but me...you'll see c;

IM JUST ME...

and i always end with being just naturally me...

CUZ IM SOOO GURLIE...

soo this just reminded me of everything a girl needs in life shoes,shades,a bad bag with a belt to match...plain and simple acessories they are always necessary for any passionate lifestyle...

HAVE YOU EVER MADE LOVE TO A WEERDOO???

Download What ft.Aleon Craft mp3 <---this is a must hear..if you dont know bout them yet you slackin..support those who are passionate about good music

PASSIONATE LOVE AFFAIR...

I tried being celibate and it lasted all of what??? 2 days…



cuz all it took was that whisper from my baby


and then him proceeding to kiss me here… here… and here


and I found myself not able to avoid devouring him….


fuck trey songs his song is for the boo lovin


cuz my honeys tongue did all the panty droppin…


his tongue ravishing my luscious lips


sending me into a whirlwind of uncontrolled sexual bliss


I trace his spine with my toes


how could I possibly do that you ask?


Trust me by now my feet are doing all sorts of unnatural pose…


oohh shoot he’s slowly coming back to the top…now he lifts me up…


protection is found so we’re both safe and sound…now im on top…


and he watches my face for that sign of ignition


how can express this with only using my diction…


ima have to be blunt with yall his dick came inside and discovered all the corners of my walls…


and now im winding and winding… and hes watching and watching


and im winding and winding …and hes watching and watching


then I start grinding and grinding… and he start grabin and grabin


and I just start smiling and laughin


cuz I can tell that he’s sprung… but shit it was good with me cuz my baby was hung…


and the faster I would ride the more that feeling kept coming up from deep inside….dare I say it?


Yall know that one we try and hide…


I swear I stay runnin from it but u know we just cant control it


and when we were done and I laid down beside him


coming down from my high courtesy of my honey


just floatin in the air feelin light as a dove


and thats when I looked over at him and realized that we had just made love.

JUST LETTIN IT ALL HANG OUT...

if you're passionate about your boobs grab em, touch em, dont confine them...trust me they love to be free.

FOR THOSE WHOEVER DOUBTED LADY GAGA'S BEAUTY...

          ...never do that shit again.Got it?

NATURALLY ME...

GOODNITE WORLD PEACE AND BLESSINGS....

MY LIFE IN RHYMES ERYKAH BADU STYLE...

Only for the true die hard BADU fans!


Im a southern gurl from way down south I gotta southern draw Im so country yall Ima southern gurlllllllllllllll! SOUTHURN GURL!


Sittin in class imagining How good it is to be in his arms It's to late I cant leave hes too important...well he was.


All these gurls gettin on my last nerves well just i just got one thing to say there booty might be bigger but I still can pull ya nigga but i dnt want him...HA!


Well i gotta new philosophy livin in this penitentiary bout to not have a pot to pee if me and my mom have another blow out.


Bein an analog gurl livin in this digital world. With my fist to the sky and the glock still cocked I wont Think twice about life or choices I make so on and on my cipher keep rollin like a rollin stone so you can either get down with me or just dont be in my apple tree!

IM PASSIONATE ABOUT MY INSPIRATION...

pssss can somone please tell Ms.Badu how much i love her please and thank you...

TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT...

Ok i wanted to do this one for ladies...we have to be stronger than this I keep hearing guys complain about how there are no ladies left who arent damaged in someway by a previous relationship there is no reason for this to be happening....Ladies YOU are the creators of your own stress...and your own happiness.  First off when you're in a relationship that first mistake he makes should be the last..."sorries" can only be repeated but so many times...you are young and even tho it feels like there will never be anything better than what he gives you...unless he can truly promise that he wont screw you over again(which is rare but can happen)then LET IT GO because that means that the right person for you is still out there looking for you...dont leave them searching for you any longer....now secondly even tho that one guy broke your heart and it feels like he broke you down, learn this right now ladies no man has the power to break you...WOMEN BEND WE DONT BREAK...cry about it for about a month then call ya gurls, put on a freakum dress,plum lipstick, and 5inch heels( 6in. if your my height..lol)  and go out and have fun and never look back...and who ever the next guy that comes along he will not be like your ex simply because HE IS NOT YOUR EX but also ladies dont seek out men who have the same qualities as your ex because i mean well what else do you expect to happen...but yeah the next guy does not need nor does he want to hear about what your ex did or that your still dealing with what happened....you are allowing your ex that control in your life why does he deserve to have that?  Ladies we can do better...everyone comes into our life for a reason so take it as a lesson learned and smile...you control your own happiness so make YOUR life about YOUR happiness and move on...send his ass a postcard ; ]

A WOMAN THAT FEARTH THE LORD SHALL BE PRAISED...

Dear God,
    
       Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to enjoy yet another day.  The blessings you continue to bestowe on me I am not worthy of them.  I pray that you continue to show me your grace and that you continue to teach me how to live a life exhaulting your name so that I can be a light in someone elses life a testimony to your impartial love.  Lord train my mind to think like you, order my steps to walk like you, filter my thoughts so that I only speak YOUR truth. Lord help me to forgive so efortlessly as you do...so many people have broken my heart....friends, lovers, family and you constantly forgive me for breaking yours when im engulfed in sin, help me to learn to forgive them the same way.  Lord I know when the time is right you will show me love, compassion, TRUST, and beauty in true companionship until that time comes i pray that you help me to stay focused on the part of my life that you are transforming rite now and keep me patient and focused on you.  Thank you Lord for all the beautiful people that you have put in my life for what ever reason.  I am eternally gratefull and will try to dedicate my life to you I am human and far from perfect but i will always try to seek you Lord.  You are my peace and i will continue to be still as you continue to work in me...I love you I thank you....Blessed is your name Lord.... AMEN